Health! The 'open sesame' to the sucker's purse!

I need a job that travels. That is one experience I would love to have. Stability is nice but it bores me. I always find that I'm excited when I start a new job, move into a new place, meet new people, find new locations however I also realize after a month I am over it already. I crave that new car smell.

I have a lease until June which really cramps the get up and go ability. I refuse to break my lease. My landlady is fantastic (for example: my a/c broke and I was stuck in misery for a day. While I was working my double my landlady replaced my a/c with a bad ass new unit and even bought me a six pack of sierra nevada.. how rad is that!). I sure hope that get up and go feeling will still be here in June and the usual distractions will just stay away. I don't want to be tied down.

Damn if only I could just say fuck it and go. But no, no sirs.. I will sit still for nine more months and just grin and bear it.

Being Human.. fuck. New fav show. Oi.

Back online. Rent my own place now. Found a studio apartment close to downtown. Very neat. Living solo is definitely a new experience. I am stoked to have the experience. I think I'm learning more lessons in my late 20s than I have in my entire life. Interesting. Hello!

Now its Saturday which means bad movies at a friend's house and work at 1am. Word.

Okay, I have come to terms that this is the most useless membership that I have. I mean hell, with blogs I just lost a friend because of one! I just read past posts and realized how moronic I sound. Do not get me wrong, I don't look down on anyone that finds therapy in this however I don't. Its been a disaster.

Its too public, its too easy, its ridiculous. We have gone from communicating with one another one on one to the internet. This is how we show our affection. This is how we show our irritation.

I haven't said a positive thing on here in forever and I doubt I ever will. I show up here when my life is falling apart and I'm too terrified to fix it. Well, I'm fixing things now. So livejournal... its been a fun number of years but good day to you sir! Good day!

01. Make a list of 5 things you can see:
gallon jug of water
ashtray
bottle of vitamin c
box of fruit chews
gnome


02. Would you ever eat a small child?
if that what it means to survive.. then hey.. don't judge me!


03. Is there anything in your fridge right now that you would never eat/drink?
totally.


04. What's your occupation?
caregiver


05. Do you nap a lot?
no but i'm sure i'd feel better if i did.


06. What was your first celebrity crush?
kevin costner. i like them mature.


07. What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
mst3k


08. What was the last thing you ate today?
buffalo wings.


09. What was the last text message you received?
some random joking with moie.


10. What websites do you always visit when you go online?
the usual message whoring sites.

11. What was the last thing you bought?
a hamper and paper towels.


12. what are you listening to right now?
nofx


13. Do you think the Jonas Brothers are virgins?
just like all the other disney whores.


14. What is your zodiac sign?
aquarius


15. Do you use Wikipedia to look stuff up?
from time to time.


16. If you could play any musical instrument, which one would you play?
kazoo


17. Do you have any siblings?
1 older brother.


18. Watchmen or The Dark Knight?
dark knight.


19. What are your plans for next weekend?
work. that's about as far as i have gotten.


20. Say something to the person who tagged you:
i wasn't tagged and i don't plan to tag.

Post the first line from the first journal entry in each month from the past year.

NO CHEATING!

January: I would like to see some positive changes within myself.
February: 2 hours spent socializing with co-worker
March: I've had again another intresting night.
April: And let me tell you I am in a shit mood.
May: I made a B in Astronomy!!!!!!!!!!!
June: i think i could have bronchitis again.
July: I have returned from my trip to Disney.
August: I think I could be one of the few people in the world that finds Molly Ringwald to be annoying.
September: THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
October: I love vegetables.
November: Obama is our president-elect!
December: **didn't make an entry for December. bad month.

Hot damn! We threw a bad ass party last night! Go us! People have already made requests for another one. It will be probably many months down the road but there is talk about doing the after Thanksgiving party annually.

It's simply titled Thanks For Nothing.

Next year we just may be going for round 2!

My friend and I are throwing a keg party! If you get some sort of weird desire to drive down to Bradenton there will be free beer and party time going on. Liquor is a BYOB status being the fact I am out of money now.

Our house is fucking rad and we really plan to do this up. I haven't thrown a party in years so I'm hoping for a good turn out.

Just throwing out the word.

THE AQUABATS!

I picked up my tickets tonight. The second show in the last couple of months that I am super duper excited for.

Sunday, today! Went to the Women for Obama walk across the bridge in Sarasota. There was at least a thousand people out there. It was awesome! Mccain/Palin assholes came around little and they were also solo and retarded. Then we spent the rest of the afternoon in Sarasota with lunch at Tijuana Flats and a couple of beers at a pretty smooth little pub near downtown.

Wrapped up the afternoon with a couple visits to some friends and picked up a couple groceries. Made a bad ass bleu cheese burger with french fries and pie. Oh yes, pie. It was delicious.

I'm moving again. Its just down the road but yeah can't seem to stay in one place longer than a year. I hate my job, however it pays the bills and I actually have health insurance. I am lonely, bored, drunk, and just down right a miserable human being. I do have optimisim. I actually have faith that things are going to work out.

I am fucked in so many ways but its all going in the right direction. I'm going to drink this quart of beer in honor of the idea that life is going to fucking kick ass like a mother bitch. And if it doesn't...well.... I really did enjoy that quart of beer at the time.